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Happiness is meeting with old friends after a long time and feeling that nothing has changed.

 March 10



This day a year ago..


Hari ini tanggal 9 maret, this day a year ago was a bad day based on my journal book. But today wasnt a bad day at all however i d rather have a bad day with you than a good day without you.


Trimakasih Karna...

Bersama kamu aku nggak takut gelap
Denganmu aku berani menelusuri perairan,
melewati gurun ataupun 
berjalan di tanah gersang tanpa pakai alas kaki

Melewati hari hari bersama kamu itu yang aku mau
Aku belajar dan mencoba banyak hal karna kamu
Aku nggak akan pernah bilang aku menyesal kamu pernah ada di kehidupanku, mengisi tiap hariku 
karna bersamamu aku jadi mengerti banyak hal baru, 
dari hal terkecil yang nggak penting 
sampai hal hal yang sebenernya aku ga perlu tau

Terimakasih karna pernah ada di kehidupanku, 
menyemangati pagiku, menghapus kesalku, 
terimakasih karna pernah menjadi satu satunya orang yang membuatku melakukan apapun yang tidak ingin aku lakukan. 
Trimakasih karna pernah mencintaiku seperti kamu mencintai dirimu sendiri
Trimakasih



Letting Go is Hard but Holding on is Harder

Letting go, even if it hurts, doesnt mean u have to let go of everything u just have to let go of the person and your feeling for him but the memories will always be there whether it’s bad or good. Cz everytime u remember those memories, it'll always put a smile into ur heart and be glad that once in ur life this person made u happy and put colors into ur life even if it’s just for a while.

A year ago i lost someone who can make my life brighter, before i met him i regreted almost everything in my life but then i found him my life has changed i was so happy with my life because he was inside. he has brought me so much happiness and joy that time. i've been here all alone realizing that my life right now is just like before i met him even worse. Nothing much to get up for in the morning.

I know now he has a crush on someone ,everybody asks me 'who is she?do u know her? r u jealous?' well ofc i am jealous but who am i to? u know ilove u so i want u to be happy. i promise u i don't wnt u back i promise u i will let yoou go with someone better, i wont be mad at u if ure dating someone who is better than me, someone who can make u happy, that can make u feel comfortable, that can put a smile on ur face. i promise u i'll be happy if ur happy with someone you love. i promise u i won't show u how much i'll get jealous if you're with her cz ilove u.

Do you remember the first day that we talked? on friday we were talking and watching movies together at ur house with my friend. on Sunday u asked me to come to your house and we talked alot u told me everything about you, about ur family and everything, you showed me your old pics. we talked alot untill dark then i got home. i wish u knew that everytime u said goodbye (even were gonna meet again the next day) i feel sad. but then after that we were getting closer and i meant the world to u and u meant everything to me. yes i still remember everything because when i met you i always write a story about us on my journal book soon when i get home and i still have it till now. sometimes whan i miss u i re read everything from the 1st page and i'll start crying and the book will get wet.

When people ask me "do you still like him?" i don't know there's just something i cant forget about him.







The Essense of Balinese

Yogyakarta
October 2014

Hello October!!
i've been through a very unhappy moments in the past 4 months, but i'm not going to tell you about that unhappy moments bsc all of these bad and cruel and what is it called moments are gone now. Thanks to my father who took me to a short vacation in Bali. I stayed for 3 days and 2 nights. So let's the pictures tell by themself.


 turtle island

 seminyak beach
 
 sunset at uluwatu beach
 
That's all about Bali, i still have so many picts of bali that i will not share here but on my instagram: @dhikaapsari
Btw i'm going to tell u about my story, so it happened on my 17th birthday wich was on 24th of Augustus. I was very sad because all of my fav people were suddenly desapeared . My best friends, family. But then they gave me a very late surprise at my home. Thankyou so muchhh



Praise Art

Yogyakarta
June 2014

The loneliness brought me to ARTJOG #14 yesterday.
So, right after i took my last exam at my school which was yesterday i decided to go home earlier and as i have nothing to do, i asked my brother to take me somewhere cause i was feeling unmood that day. We were so confused about 'where to go' then finally i saw one of my friend's pict on instagram about artjog then we went straight to artjog at Taman Budaya Yogyakarta.





Go ahead, dont look back. It's a trap!


Something new

So my life at the new school has been great.
Meet new friends, i know some new things and get more experiences at the new school and btw my bestfriend of life Eva is in the same school with me,yeayy. I had expected a school like high school musical hahaha but it's actually SMAN 1 SEWON. But to be honest i'm happy being here in my new high school because the building is so BIG and so many good friends plus there is a super great guy who always makes my day. Here's i got some pictures of me and my bestfriends




 Right to left: Lisna, Emyl, Me, Nandita

 Classmates


      xxx,
  Dhika Apsari